Lonely Eagle- Alan

2010-07-21T10:35:00.002+08:00

my today's facilitator is such a lcb! Yun Hai and I only late for freaking pathetic THREE minutes and we're downgraded by 0.5! WTH! &*^%$#^* not that we're those never do things in class one please! (*&^%$ i'm so tempted to earn my first "F" daily grade in my whole polytechnic life!

lol, i think that my blog after revived, has become a medium for me to vent out my anger and complaints rather than a diary. HAHAHAHAHA -.-"

2010-07-20T13:45:00.002+08:00

okay! i'm gonna show my grades for last freaking week. hahaha. damnn! today got UT again and yet! i have not revised much. -.-"

2010-07-19T15:10:00.003+08:00

hi, sad to say.. bad things happened to me again.. so last week, i only went to school for one full day on MONDAY. for tuesday and wednesday, i only went for the UTs... all due to my illness which was later diagnosed as blood infection :S

so wednesday night i was sent into the hospital and left the next morning. yes, freaking early in the wee hours. my mum told me that i became a joker on my way to the clinic which deferred me to the hospital which i totally have no impression of anything i have done; scolding people when alight from cab, asked a KID to "siam", quarreled with doctor and stopped him from calling ambulance, rushed out of clinic instead of putting on wheelchair. lmao when i heard all this. i was only aware that i was outside the shopping centre and was cabbed to the hospital where i received miserable treatments.

and today! i'm finally back in school and i realised that i haven't started on revision for my UT tomorrow. GG right?! sigh. . . the disaster i've met serious dug a hole out of my pocket plus killed my precious time! FML.

The below are pictures of how i was treated (damn disgusting):

Before:

After:

2010-07-11T22:28:00.005+08:00

"hi blog. i have not been updating you for such a long timeee! i'm sorry due to my laziness and lack of precious time!"

alright, enough of my nonsense. haha. i nearly forget that i have a blog =x

there were many unexpected things which happened so far this year.. i feel that life is getting more and more miserable for me; so many horrible things happened around me, or should i say.. to me.
seriously, i hope all this sh!t would end now.

however, never mind all those negative incidents, i have gained too! i've made many wonderful friends this year (:
sadly to say, this should be my only positive encounter this year... sighhhhh.

sick sick and ill. hope that i would make it to school tomorrow. and for goodness sake, its UT period! fml.

2010-01-03T01:35:00.002+08:00

hi people! HAPPY 2010!

New Year Resolutions for 2010:

1) BE A GOOD STUDENT.
2) CUT DOWN ON DRINKING.
3) NO FLOWERS PLUCKING.

(: (: (:

2009-12-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

hi! haven't been blogging for ages ya? too tired and stressed to blog. however, many events - happy, sad, fun, emo.

too lazy to upload pictures and type out, go Facebook for pictures (:

here just to share 2 sentences which i have created on the way walking back home:

Life is like a long stretch of road, the further you walk, the more tired you are. However, when you look back at all your footprints, you will smile. (:

-by Alan Lim

cheers! (:

2009-11-06T11:38:00.002+08:00

okay! the first picture rocks i know! =x
the above were taken on wednesday as we skipped school halfway. lol.

now, i feeling like blogging though the facilitator is conducting the lesson. this morning, i felt happy, very happy. coz i explored different types of songs! it have been a long time since i revise. it is a gain after all as i found out that Jay Chou's changing of breath is so damn solid that you could hardly hear! i wonder how he did that :S

hmm, during the first break, i suddenly felt low low low low low low low again. managed to restart the stalled engine but it stalled again after breakfast/lunch. sigh. i'm just too retarded, slow, behind time, weak, noob, kns, worse than a dog! even Junior is hundred times better than me!

alright, i don't know what am i saying. just simply F it.

"sometimes, it is not within your control. again, i lost."

2009-11-03T12:58:00.003+08:00

okay, shall begin by blogging about sunday. woke up at 10.30am to watch Power Rangers. ate breakfast bought by mum. headed to block 170 to meet Kevin then he "lonpang" me to social work place. Soon Huat reached at around 12pm. nothing much needed to be done that day so we ended at 2pm. was playing with Junior when Kevin told me that he has Junior's younger picture on his phone, then i asked him to send over to me. lol. Junior looks so different can! from an innocent small puppy developed into a hyper active gangster dog within one year! hahas.

slacked awhile and Soon Huat went for his class 2A evaluation. went to hawker for lunch at 3plus with Kevin and headed over to his place to take his personal bowling ball. met up with Royce and Soon Huat at West Coast Bowling. it have been years since i last visited there in 2005! hahas.

after bowling went rounding and Royce went home. had dinner at Alexandra Village as we met Raymond there. after dinner, i went home and the rest went to other places.

as for yesterday, nothing much. after school headed to Causeway Point to grab a bite with friends and classmates. went home for dinner then headed for routine again. everything ended at 9pm then Raymond "lonpang" Marcus, Kevin "lonpang" me and we headed to Adam Road to hunt for supper. lol.

reached home at around 10.30pm.

today is a boring and tiring day. not sure why i am feeling so down and stressed. just came back from lunch break which i bought my food and headed to carpark to eat alone. thoughts running again. funny, weird, stupid.

alright, 15 more minutes to lesson then have to leave by 3.30pm to go to Hilton for Burberry opening at ION.

sigh.. tired, lost.

2009-10-31T15:38:00.003+08:00

hello! today's saturday! okay woke up late at 10.45am and missed the first part of Power Rangers Jungle Fury! ah sh!t! watched Bakugan and first part of SpongeBob then went to market with mum for breakfast/lunch.

today my house is sooooooooooooo QUIET! hahas. baby Zion went back yesterday and Kai Jie today not coming! woohoooooooo! no need be "nai ba" today! lol.

alright, i'm in deep sh!t, the deadline for submission of resume is this coming wednesday and i have not started to type a single word. . . going to complete it by tomorrow hopefully*!

oops! forgot to blog about yesteday after school. hmm, met up with Aaron, Mike, Gerald and Chee Meng. walked back to interchange then Aaron and Gerald left. so the remaining of us headed to Civics as usual to do our RJ-s. headed to Causeway Point for dinner after that.

after dinner, Mike left and Chee Meng accompanied me to BBDC to enroll for class 2b. wish that i could pass for first attempt! since holding class 3 license till now, i've not drive a car yet and most of my friends are riding motorbikes, i think it's time for me to join in the gang! lol. nah, i just want a bike for transport. I AM SERIOUS! i will not lap and race. trust me peeps! (:

erm, gonna stop here. time to think of what to write for resume le. see ya!

p.s. blog song changed! enjoy! xp

2009-10-30T14:27:00.001+08:00

okay. time to apologise. to all readers, sorry for the harsh attitude just now. i needed to vent out. thanks for understanding (:

p.s. Alan is lame and irritating. lol.

2009-10-30T11:28:00.002+08:00

PISSED OFFFFFFFFFFF! NB*&^*^%$#%$#$#$%&*(^%$%^$%&*^()

okay! i know this looks ridiculous! but i am really f-up now!

i FREAKING HATE people who act hardworking right in front of me and dragging me down the drain in order to enhance their acting smart strategy! this happened for no valid reason! come on la! break time, everyone has their own freedom to say and do whatever they like!

YOU PEOPLE PAY SCHOOL FEES, I PAY THE SAME AMOUNT! WHO GIVES YOU PEOPLE THE DAMN RIGHTS TO SHUT MY GAP? MOREOVER, YOU PEOPLE DO THAT JUST TO GAIN FAVORITISM!
NB PCB*&^%^$%*()

for those who are closer to me might have noticed that i have not swear and curse for such a long time as in hardcore swearing! i have been satisfied with my behavior for the past 4 days as i did not smoke and i did not even touch a cigarette or lighter! i thought that i could be a better person who i longed to be one!

friends told me that i've changed a lot since O-Levels. i'm glad that they said all are positive changes. i continue to strive for improvement! but why are there so many obstacles to stop me?!

i feel that this post is damn childish but i really need a medium to vent it all out!

i am not going to participate in class today. prepared to get downgraded!

you guys don't think you have won! i just need time to change myself and i am sure that one day i will not be bothered by your idiotic acts!

2009-10-27T20:35:00.003+08:00

hey, shall begin blogging about sunday? okay, woke up damn early and headed to routine area to meet up with the rest. help out till around 12pm then decided to meet up and go somewhere else after we go home to bath and change.

met up with Daniel at around 2pm as he was waiting for Marcus. initially the plan was Kevin "lonpang" Marcus and Shun Huat "lonpang" me but Daniel called and say he join us so he drove over after spending the whole morning with his family. however, the plan didn't turn out well as Marcus suddenly change his mind coz his small mum came over to Singapore to visit him. Daniel decided to go over to Marcus's house in case they want to meet us then got transport for Marcus.

headed to Bugis with Kevin and Shun Huat. walked around and Kevin suggested billard and pool and so we went to a building near Parco for the games. Kevin played a round of billard with Shun Huat as i do not know how to play billard. changed to pool table after their match. and so, everyone played. went to Tiong Bahru market for dinner after pool.

Daniel called and said that they were at Labourdor Park de beer garden slacking. we could not make it as we went to Ubi to fix Kevin's bike after dinner. initially there was time, but Shun Huat's bike also got problem. Daniel drove Marcus to Yeo's building at 6pm as he got to leave to drive his wife and kids out to dinner. we were suppose to meet Marcus at Yeo's by 7pm but we reached at 8.30pm. lol!

Marcus left when we reached, so called him and he came down. slack till around 11pm and i went home while Kevin met Raymond and Shun Huat booked-in.

hmm, yesterday as usual. got to know that it was one of my facilitator's last day teaching us. sad or happy? no idea as different people, different perspectives. after school, went to practice napkin folding with some of my classmates. left school around 6.15pm. actually, wanted to have dinner with Joo Teng, Mei Shen and Hantu de. but it was MONDAY! so got routine to attend to and i headed straight to routine area as there was no time to go home. luckily i finished my RJ in school! hahas.

after rountine, Kevin dropped me at Yeo's and then he went off to Bugis with Raymond. joined Mr Zhuo and Mr Wu for dinner. went home at around 10.30pm.

as for today, nothing much. happy that i've been breathing fresh air for two days! alright, see ya!

"many thoughts, many words, where to insert?"

2009-10-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

back to blogging! ok. last saturday went to Social House again! with Royce, Shun Huat, Stanley, Kevin and Raymond. atmosphere was excellent and everyone danced like crazy. especially Royce Lee Chee Peng! coz Kevin went to fetch Venice and when she arrived, she started to dance. Royce then joined her danced till siao! lol. went to the toilet and surprisingly when i came out, saw Razif and Jolee! joined them at the smoking room to chill for awhile. took one picture with them. (i only knows Zif, Jo and Hong Lin) hahahas! the rest were their friends. Raymond dropped me home at around 5am after clubbing.

this week basically nothing much except that yesterday met up with besties! Mike, Chee Meng and Dharshini Krishnamuthy! went to Macdonalds for dinner and headed to old place, Civics Libaray to do our RJ. camwhored there as requested by bangalarh! lol xp
enjoyed ourselves as it had been a loooooooooooong time since we last hang out. went home at around 9pm.

today, ended class early as some of my classmates and coursemates need to go to Hilton Hotel for some event. waited for Adam, Aaron and Chee Meng. while waiting, saw Jolee, Nina and Fatin. sad to say Nina and Fatin eyes got stamps. LOL! Gerald and Razif joined us and all of us walked to MRT station together. hahas. joked and crapped along the way! (:

that's all (:

sometimes, we have to learn to let go; bye LZY!

2009-10-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

hi, here are some pictures taken yesterday during Jasmine's de birthday celebration at Vivo City. look at the first picture, see how close are Ghan Yean and Jasmine? lol! the couple! they are so compatible can?! hahas xp

okay, today's routine was as usual. nothing special. wake up, coffee, school, home. lols. tomorrow after school then going to be busy again. need rush home do homework then follow Monday, Thursday evening routine. hahas.

erm, last saturday went to Social House to entertain Royce and support Richard. initially did not want to go, but Daniel called and say he drive me there with Kelvin and so we went. Daniel finally had his peace of mind as Richard was really working. however, something unexpected happened..guess what..? i saw LZY there. but don't know why i no longer feel the feeling which i used to had. Royce still said something crappy. lol. not to rake up the past.

alright, tomorrow need to wake up early for Financial Accounting. hopefully will have time to update again soon. byeeeeeeeee!

2009-10-12T14:40:00.002+08:00

hellos. today's the second week in E54G already. okay, finally got to know more classmates. especially today's team, none from E55P except Qunying but she did not turn up. lol. my teammates are friendly but quiet. hahs. currently having third meeting and my team have just presented.

alright, yesterday went to Hong Lim Park to watch the Getai Star Awards organised by Sin Min Daily with Joyce as she got tickets. we were damn unlucky as we walked towards the wrong direction. when we were walking to Hong Lim Park after we got the correct direction, her slippers spoilt! can you imagine how was it? i have to chiong all the way to Chinatown Point to help her buy slippers. -.-"

met at Hong Lim Park as Joyce managed to take a cab over with her spolit slippers. LOL! we reached the awards presentation "entrance" at 7.20pm and just nice, the awards presentation commenced. the host was Marcus Chin. took pictures of some of the singers using Joyce's camera so must wait for her to send over to me then can upload here. hahas.

the whole presentation ended at around 10.30pm. accompanied the dumb girl to camp for her idol Mingzhu Sisters de big Mingzhu. helped her to take photo with big Mingzhu after camping. lol. headed to Macdonalds for dinner/supper then went home.

okay, today's hao peng you JASMINE de birthday! hahas. after school, we are going to give her a surprise. however, i still can blog here coz she does not visit my blogger often. lol. Ghan Yean and Joo Teng are the main organisers of the celebration. hopefully it could be a successful one.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAO PENG YOU! (:

2009-10-06T10:50:00.002+08:00

hi, finally back after a month or so? was kept busy during the six weeks vacation. too much to blog about so i decided not to type. lol xp

okay, worked at Fairmont Hotel's Prego restaurant during the Formula 1 period because of school internship programme. it was damn tiring and we had to work for six days consecutively. seriously, i still detest the Food & Beverage industry as i always do. not to go further.

today is the second day of year 2, semester 2. my class seems not bad, E54G. there are 7 of us previously from E55P, so it is not too boring. however, today's facilitator is a boring guy. i nearly fell asleep a few times. sigh, feel like shutting him up. hahas.

shall not type already, if not i cannot pay attention to the boring guy. lol. signing off!
(:

2009-08-03T13:42:00.002+08:00

hellos! okay, i'm officially nineteennnnn today! lols. some say 2666666! coz they said that i'm a father of 3 -.-"

Celebrated birthday in advance on saturday. hosted a small party at home which caused me to run here and there. hah. because the people who turned up were splited into groups. lol.

Marcus, Royce and Daniel gave me a very special present which surprised me totally! hahas. thanks guys! Yun Hai also gave me a lighter with my name on it. thanks too! and thanks the rest who came! (:

some headed to Yeo's building after the small party and treated them for drink. Philson met up with us there and everyone stayed till around 1am.

okay, today my dear E55P gave me a surprise gift too! shall take a picture of it and upload it once i have the time (:

in conclusion, thanks everyone for your wishes, presents and attendance on saturday!

2009-07-30T11:50:00.002+08:00

hi there. i've been missing for half a month yeah? hahs. really busy lately. last week did not go to school for two days and this week as well. only returned to school yesterday. yup, busy till sick and have yet to recover. sigh..

okay, this week shall be the break for me. nothing much to handle for now, but starting from next wednesday till next next tuesday which is the 10th of august. i would be busy againnnnnnnnnn!. arghhh! die la. cannot afford to fall sick againnn.

stressed!

2009-07-16T10:58:00.001+08:00

%^$&*(*&)*%^$^%(%*&$^%@#!#@^$%*^(&(^#$@$%*((&*$$@$@#!#@&*

Seriously, curse my life! left with shit and shit to clean up! no ideas, no directions.. screwed up completely!

2009-07-09T13:50:00.002+08:00

its JULY! today's the tenth week of first semester alre. finallyyyy!

hmm, today there's understanding test againnn.

alright, no comments. there are too many thoughts to type out.

some things just cannot be explained by words. hopefully, as time passes, there will be changes...

2009-06-24T13:43:00.003+08:00

made it to class today. currently break time. there's a note for you guys before you proceed to read this post:
This post would be exaggerated, childish and ridiculous. "ALT F4" if you do not want to kill brain cells. This post is just for me to vent out all my retarded feelings.

things are getting worse as day passes. i kept thinking of all of the incidents which have happened during this few weeks, most could not be revealed as they are supposed to be kept confidential. this is the F*** up part! sigh. seriously, i am lost like.. argh!

do not have the mood to study. just feel like slacking and doing nothing. there seems to be so much for me to think and come out with solutions. if i still have to study, study and study, i might be crazy soon, really soon. the problems which i am facing are ten thousands times more than school stuff. wth! feel like cursing cursing cursing!

the posted pictures were taken on the last day before the two weeks holidays. the one with Aaron, Mike and Chee Meng was taken yesterday when we skipped school.

if only.. how?

2009-06-23T12:00:00.002+08:00

now still waiting for Aaron and Mike to join us. lol.

here's another:
* flavors
You are a negotiator. You'll do anything you can to avoid open conflict so you never start quarrels. You will give in when you think it's appropriate but you can be doggedly persistent when you know that justice is on your side.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test89.aspx

2009-06-23T11:22:00.006+08:00

currently at Civics library with Chee Meng, did not go to school and now we are figuring where should we go.

just did a quiz which i found the link on Joo Teng's blog. and the results are as follows:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

LOL! nothing better to post so i posted the results. hmmm. boreddd!
anyway, you guys could try it out at: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-06-22T09:11:00.002+08:00

back to blogging. alright, last week was damn "dark". as updated previously; i failed tp test. followed by the release of some understanding tests results. because 3 out of 5 modules of my course did not have moderations, i got a D and a D+. after school life was sort of terrible also, had to walk all the way back to Woodlands station aloneeee.

yesterday, went to Philson's old house, got scoldings from his granny as well as David kor kor. ahhhhhhh! stressed. Philson, Royce, Daniel and Frankie were there as well, but none are willing to speak a word as they are afraid of the devastating scoldings too. and i was like *wth*, what have i done wrong? sigh.

currently in class, today's initial facilitator could not come and so another weird male facilitator came in to take over.

life's going to be worsen as days pass-

2009-06-15T12:27:00.001+08:00

hi, i am here just to say that i failed my driving practical test once again today! laugh at me please. sighhhhhhh, most people usually get their licenses for the second attempt. but i failed againnnn! %^%#^!%*&!%^@(*!@&*(!&(*@&*(!^@&!%#^$@*(

2009-05-26T22:43:00.004+08:00

hellosssss! didn't update like for two weeks? hahas. too lazy and and, no audience! hahahas.

hmm, there was an E55P class outing organised by Chrischelle last saturday.. or should i say group outing? lol. coz less than ten went. however, did enjoy myself as there were lots and lots of stories and gossips! xp
not bad though-class bonding! (if you think it in a far context, gossips contributes to class bonding!).

alright, today was the first time i supposed that i laughed till cried for the year 2009! thanks to Dharshini's stupidity! hahahas =x
as the bffs! + Chee Meng managed to meet up after school today except for Shamyn as she like quitted school? sigh..
then Mike met up with me first and then we headed to Causeway Point where we saw Aaron on the way. hahas, fated la. then Dharshini came. we headed to Banquet to wait for Chee Meng while Gerald and Azmi joined us. hahahahas. the first funny part is here, Dharshini became the joke of everyone! LOL!

Aaron left early as he got something on, so Chee Meng, Dharshini, Mike and i went to Civics to do reflection journal and played this "kicking ass" game on Facebook which Mike managed to create a high score "kicking" Dharshini! hehs.

left at around 8 plus and more jokes happened on the way back! hahas. it wouldn't be possible without Dharshini, the born-to-be JOKER! lmao. the funny thing was when we were waiting for Mike to top-up his EZ-link card, the screen of train arriving did not show train towards Marina Bay and Chee Meng started to prank on Dharshini saying that the train service is not available today evening. then me and Mike added to it by me saying the construction of circle line and Mike adding to my comments. hahas, and Mike left after that.

Dharshini the JOKER, Chee Meng and i, went up the escalator and Chee Meng started to prank on Dharshini again. and and! she can dumb till believe him when we were both laughing like don't know what! hahahahs! then the PA system announced something about 10pm, Chee Meng then told Dharshini that her train would not be coming till 10, she believed! OMG! laughed till peng larh!!! hahahahas.

lastly, have to thank the bffs! and Chee Meng for bringing all this funny things to me after a looong day! THANKS GUYS!

E55P Outing!

Mike and his "effect"!

2009-05-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

hellosss! today was another normal day? however, there is something missing. Chee Meng knows what i mean. hahs.

nothing much, met up with Yun Hai in the morning to go to school together. after school met up with Chee Meng and saw Geraldine on the way out of school. lols. headed to Civics Macdonalds as Chee Meng wanted to eat, but there were no seats avaliable and so we went to the library to do RJ first.

went back to Macdonalds at around 6.30pm for dinner. we chatted on the way taking train back. recalled that the W15A clique had more than 10 people initially. slowly decreased to around 8..then around 6.. to around 4.. now left with 3 i suppose? sighh. anyway, i understand that people have to move on and change as time passes.

reached Queenstown station at around 7.45pm and slowly walk the strech of road back home. nonsense againn.. everyday complains from mum. used to it already. lol. we just anti-dad/husband. hahahahs! =x

okay, tomorrow after school have to be home by lastest 8pm. meeting Daniel they all at temple.

2009-05-06T20:50:00.003+08:00

today was quite a relax day. lesson was alright and team was good also. hahas. erm, changed a mindset but do not know whether i would stay put to it or not; which is, to be more more and more optimistic facing up-s and down-s.

somehow, found someone, 60% like LZY? hahs. it was meant to be a joke to myself i think. another hopeless dream? forget it man. life still goes on and on.

everyday wish: to let weekdays pass faster and faster. weekends to last longer. lol.

谁人听..谁人听..谁人听我的心声？

2009-05-05T20:17:00.004+08:00

yesterday went to Woodlands but did not go to school. was walking with Chee Meng and Yasin when we suddenly have a strong urge to skip school for no particular reason. lol. so we went to Civics Macdonalds to wait for Aaron and Gerald. headed to Suntec after that. when we reached there, Yun Nam and Ron were already waiting and then we all decided to catch a movie. hahs. this was the dumb part. the seven of us was like loitering around at the Suntec cinema deciding what to watch. Yun Nam and Ron said they have watched X-Men: The Origins. The rest did not want to watch other movies than Horseman which as rated only half a star..!

however, after that, we decided to watch Friday the 13th after flipping a coin to decide. hahas! the movie was not bad, but i would not recommend it to those who are under-age as well as those with faint-hearted. hahs. the whole cinema including us only had 11 GUYS..! pathetic isn't it? maybe its too early and on a monday bah. lol.

after movie, slacked awhile and went home.

today was a damn unlucky day for me. nearly "crashed". hahs. went to school early. was alright in the first meeting. but during the first breakout, i got locked out of the school. Yun Hai was not in school today so went out alone and when i returned to E3 as the E5 door was locked, the retarded "ba-yee" refused to let me enter. damn pissed off as i was running out of time to go back to class. so went up to level 4 using the carpark's lift. again, all the doors were locked except the one for W4. i was like one idiot larh! looking for entrance to E5. eventually went back by walking one big round from W4 to W1 then to E5.

during the second breakout, there was a talk for all DHHM year 2 students. went for it and i got locked out for the second time after the talk. as E4 lifts were crowded with hundred over DHHM students, so i decided to walk the easier way out. who knows, i got lost again. and this time even worst! went out of the school from the lawn and re-entered it using the South Agora main entrance. i was like cursing and swearing in heart larh! wanted to email to the management, but i know that nothing could be done as they always come out with 101 reasons which could not be countered. SERIOUSLY, I REGRET CHOOSING RP!

back in class, found out that i was told to do a dumb slide as i did not have a chance to choose what to do for no reasons. damn pissed and was in a real bad mood. the point was not relavant at all. came out with a new point after doing some useless research. completed the slide briefly and presented badly.

till now, i am still not used to this class. from a superb class like W15A to a quiet class like E35Q to a class which i have no words left to describe E55P. sighh.. no comments and don't know what else could be said. just felt that i am not being myself in this class. at least in E35Q, i get to enjoy being myself. have been telling Chee Meng since last week i think? that i wish every class could be like W15A. I envy some of the "W15Aliens" classes larh! they told me that they are enjoying and how interesting, how bonding were their classes. perhaps, i am fated to face challenges which would be getting harder and harder.

taken on friday with Chee Meng and Mike (:

lols

life.. everything.. goes the same?

2009-05-05T14:22:00.002+08:00

Lamentations: currently in class. damn stressed. don't know what's wrong, but everything just seems so weird. depressed.

2009-05-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

hellos. thursday met up with Mike, Chee Meng and Dharshini like finally? hahas. saw Jolee, Razif and Shamyn at Civics Macdonalds but they got to leave at 5.30pm that day, so only chatted for awhile. after that, headed to the library to finish up my homework.

went back to mac to have dinner with Chee Meng, Mike and Dharshini. after dinner, Mike and Dharshini left as they got something on. Chee Meng and i then went to Causeway Point to shop around then headed for the train.

reached home at around 8pm. put my bag and stuff then headed to Yeo's to meet Daniel and Marcus for slacking session. lol.

hmm, as for friday, went to the new Jurong Point with Philson. its damn BIG larh..! but we did not really go and explore it. hahas. wanted to watch X-Men: The Origins but did not as the queue was very long. headed to Kampong Bahru at around 9pm to meet up with Marcus and his girlfriend for drinking and karaoke session. we left at around 1am. really enjoyed it as we have not been to those kind of place like for around a month? hahas.

okay. saturday was a stay home day till evening. went to Jalan Membina with Frankie to slack and did some casual chatting. hahs. didn't really talk much as we ran out of topics. so went home at around 10pm and here i am blogging. sighh.. a so called "long weekend" only left with sundayyyyy! think its gonna be another stay home day bah..!

she seriously looks like her in some ways...

2009-05-01T14:14:00.002+08:00

heys, blog neaerly "crash" two days back. lols. don't know whats wrong with imeen coz the song became thirty seconds only. so was editing and checking. suddenly, everything gone!

managed to recover it back after wasting time in class yesterday xp
however, the archives area there got a little bit of problem. hahs. but no choice la. can't remember the codes alre.
and and! the links of most of my friends were goneeeeeeeeeeeeee! sorryyyyyy! just kindly tag me and leave your link behind (:

the song is still thirty secondss! sigh. anyone knows how to deal with it, please teach me! hahs. ok, stopping here. byeeeeeeeeee!

2009-04-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

second week in E55P. life in the class is getting better now. got to know more people too. anyway, school days are boring and nothing else to blog. hahs. don't know why when i was in W15A, i had loads to blog about. sigh. still year one semester one de class is the best for me.

however, the rest of them have already moved on. maybe, i'm just slow?

2009-04-21T13:44:00.002+08:00

today's the second day of school alre. new class not really bad. however, its a bit like E35Q last semester. sigh.. still miss W15A la. hahas.

yesterday facilitator was my last sem communication module de faci. hmm, today is Eddie, last sem enterprise one. anyway, today's just the second day, maybe things would be better in days to come.

ENDURE!

in class now. . .

2009-04-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

tomorrow would be the first day of year 2 life in RP! sigh. hope it would be FUN and not BORING!

nothing much to blog. today woke up at around 2 plus and then met up with Daniel and Franky at Ghim Moh for some casual chat.

ok. bb!

2009-04-13T18:14:00.002+08:00

hellos. did not update for quite a long time. alright, actually i feel no meaning in blogging because its really so meaningless. life became very very f*cked up this few weeks. could not sleep till after 3, 4 or 5 AM! and would only wake up after 1pm. don't know whats wrong with me. sigh.

hmm, yesterday treat mum and Royce to a concert organised by "Jin Yi Wu Tai Xiu". sad to say that i saw something which made me feel totally 'blank'. vexed by that f*cking scence which happened right in front of me yesterday. thoughts ran through my mind. cigarettes became like 'free of charge'. no more urge to watch getai-s anymore. not because of the performances. the concert was simply great and exciting. but what i saw OUTSIDE the theatre was what made me don't feel like watching anymore getai-s.

the matter should rest. coz i know that my life just sucks. i am very very optimistic; on the appearance. however, i would also keep things to myself as there isn't anyone out there to share my sorrows. sorrows which me myself don't understand.

lastly, apologies for my attitude, i'm just depressed.

2009-02-17T18:14:00.001+08:00

hi people!!! ok, i have added something else to my blogggggg! drew the eagle by myself! hahas. that's all. byeeeeeeeee! (:

2009-01-15T09:48:00.002+08:00

time really flies man! it's the mid of January 2009 already! ahhas. everyone is still saying "next year, next year"! lols! all still leaving in 2008. hmm. okay, just had the LAST understanding test for this semester! and no more tests on IRRELAVENT modules anymore! woohooooooooo! finally made it through. just have to bear for another one more week and its holidays! this means that after the holidays, it would be the begining of my year two education in polytechnic. -.-" can't imagine how would my new modules be like. but but! hope that i would be posted to a fun class like W15A(sem1'08)!

alright, lets put academic stuff aside. hmm, Chee Meng was asking to skip class after second meeting. he said that Dharshini and Mike wants to go for an outing. lols. have not reply him yet. sighhhh! i wants to skip!!!!!!! but my grades for this semester are rather bad. siannnnn!

okay, it's coming to an end of week 15! and E35Q is still E35Quiet! i'm tried of joking around in the class. don't even have to mood to upload the photos which was taken in class. just simply don't feel the sense of belonging to the class. hahas. forget it larh! one more week!!!!!!!!! hahahahahas!
xp

2009-01-12T15:56:00.003+08:00

hi. think i will not always type "hi, hellos" or any greetings alre. coz i seems to be greeting myself. in class now. last team's presentation. so bored. my team was the 2nd team to present and the presentation was damn dry and meaningless. what to do? not in the mood and the class is just as per normal, a "cemetery".

some of my classmates told me that i am not my usual self today. hahas. anyway, i don't see there's anything different about me. coz, to be frank, this is another side of me, the more realistic and "original" one. lol.

just feel that i am deteriorating, more and more as the days go by. maybe i might never see tomorrow? maybe i might never live till 25? not sure. really not sure. no answers. however, no matter what is it, i will endure, endure till the day i collaspe.

2009-01-08T15:55:00.002+08:00

hi there. in class currently and the facilitator is just right BEHIND me but here i am, blogging. lols. think that my grade for today should be bad already, so no point paying attention. hahas.

okay, there was a talk just now. it was made complusory as 5 CE points would be deducted if absent without VALID reasons. no choice but to go. the talk was boring and senseless. made me returned class at 1.35pm and missed my team's discussion for the presentation. sigh.

not feeling well again. have not completely recover. seriously, i have been saying what i wanted to say to the class. i hate the atmosphere in the class. finally, unleashed almost everything to them, even used the 'f' word in front of the facilitator just now during one of the team's presentation.

no mood to study for this semester anymore. luckily there're 2 more weeks left in this class. hoping that time would pass faster and so i would be FREE from this "cemetery".

okay, that's it. think my grade of the day should be a 'C' or 'D' le. hahas. bye.!

2009-01-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

heyys. okay, today i did not go to school. woke up at around 6.30am and felt dizzy. was having fever and so mum asked me not to go school since today don't have any test. she wanted to bring me to consult doctor but i didn't want to. coz i have been sick for weeks and getting worse. to me, i don't think that it is necessary to consult a doctor. i know what's wrong with me. lol.

hmm, yesterday after school, i was kinda dumb. i took bus 961 home which took me around an hour and thirty minutes! HA HA! lazy to transfer MRT at Jurong East. that was why i took bus straight from Woodlands. lols.

back to today. went to coffee shop to chat with Ah Leng uncle and the rest. they said that 2 more weeks need to go down headquarter for meeting. sigh. still not sure whether i am going or not. hahas. coz go there very boring. lols.

alright, there's Communication test tomorrow. sian! i roughly calculated my GPA for this semester and it was 2.4! WTH! from 3.4 last semester, dropped to 2.4! argh! really can die le larh! haizzzzz.

that's all. nothing much to blog about. just very very lost.

2009-01-06T10:17:00.002+08:00

HELLO! happy new yearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 2009! hahas. just noticed that i have not been upadting since the last day of school last year. lols. nothing much. just damn dumb, coz i've been sick for like 2 weeks plus already? and my mum still can say i kenna "相思病" (love-sick). ahhhahs.

anyway, life is still life. what to do? lol. don't know what to update also. just simply not in the mood. a simple few words : 'cut down on everything'. the meaning behind the words is not merely about a few issues.

i think that i should cut down on communication. don't ask me why. initially thought that the new year would be a great start, but things did not turn out to be expected. pessimistic views again. this is not right for a new beginning.

my new year resolution is just to have all my things settled the way i hope it could turn out to be.

conclusion: walk one step, count one step.

2008-12-12T18:11:00.002+08:00

hi peeps! today is the last day of school for the academic year 2008!!! woohoooooo! FINALLY, no more waking up damnnnn early! hmm, currently @ Woodlands Regional Library. pathetic right? last day of school usually would be one big group of friends hanging out together till late night. but now i am ALONE in the library. hahas. just completed my assignments for the day! no more stress in academic stuff for the time being! yeah! and and, guess what? my Science facilitator wrote in the comments for me that I have offciailly broken the loooongest Reflection Journal record among his THREE classes! lols! to me it was sooooo normal that i wrote long RJ, yet he said that i have broken the record. is this an honour? hahs xp

okay, just now when walking here, again, many thoughts ran through my mind. "when i am alone, i tend to think of many stuff". i suddenly felt that life is just like a meaningless nightmare for me, a nightmare that i have yet to wake up from. sigh. recalled the year 2003 to 2004. the two years i had the best classmates ever! 2C2 people! in 2005, the only friend that stayed by my side throughout was Royce. 2006, it was Philson. 2007, i ended up in a freaking class with cruel and proud people. screwed up. i walked the roads ALONE. 2008 which is coming to an end soon, the first three quarter of the year, i felt that i was not alone, i had my working friends and then W15A last semester was the most wonderful class that I have ever attended. and now, the current E35Q. here i am, a LONER once again. okay, maybe thats the reason for me not to change the URL of this blog for the four years. hahs. nightmare isn't it?

hmmm, i seriously don't know what i have got to say. just wish that my nightmare would be gone as soon as possible. could somebody just freaking wake me up? please! but i know, this is impossible. i have been wondering, do the stars hear my lamentations? if yes, why they did not response? hahs. silly questions i have. soooo long didn't have a chance to star gaze alre. maybe thats the reason for the stars not responding to me bah. lols.
alright, i think i would carry on day-dreaming till 7 or 7.30 pm before i head to the train station.
byeeeeeeeeee! (:

2008-12-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

hi all, suddenly i have the urge to update my blog. lols. just noticed that this is going to be my 201th post already. oh my goodness! imagine how much i have written? hahs. another thing is, my blog seems to be always lack of audiences, when i ask my friends, they told me they came but did not tag. lols. whatever the case might be, i am still going to update this blog when i feel like.

okay, some deep thoughts again. i feel like some kind of cognitive person for this two weeks. don't know what's wrong with me. perhaps, surveys and words of my friends were true. i DO have split personality. sometimes, i could just break down though it might not be visible to others.

i'm rather confused by life. maybe they were right, our lives are supposed to be like this. terrible. it isn't fair. yeah, since when life was ever fair? hahs. i must be dumb enough to think that my targets are reachable. but, i will still strive for what i want. it is possible in studies, career and entertainment, but definitely not in relationships. people often say that we should make use of the time and oppurtunities we have, to carry the significant messages to the person we loved. the problem is, what makes you think that it is the right time? what makes you think that it is the right way? what makes you think that it is the correct place? these questions could not be answered.

i have swore to myself that i would focus on studies and career before i get into a relationship, why am i thinking about all this? hahas. forget it. even if i think so much, there would never be a time that i would be with the 'someone' i really need. there are many ways to relieve the stress in me, of coz, have to pay for the consequences. drinking and smoking both cost money. ahhas.

tomorrow will be having enterprise understanding test 4! don't know what to study and i'm still blogging when it is already 11.05PM?! lols. k larh. i'm dumb, i'm lame, i'm irritating. however, you can't stop me from being who i am. you got no rights to condemn me in any way. hahahahs xp

2008-12-08T01:25:00.002+08:00

heyys. this two days were rather well spent. on saturday, met up with Daniel, Franky and Philson. went for some casual chat and learned many things from the two "grown-ups". also realised how fragile is a person no matter how old he or she might be. i always thought that my life is miserable enough, but now i know that there are people who are suffering thousands of times more than me. after the gathering, Philson and me went on walking from Tiong Bahru to Chinatown then to Boat Quay. saw Stanley with his friend at Chinatown. lol. after that, Philson and me drank at Boat Quay till around 5am and went back to my home.

on sunday, went to Philson's house with mum. after that, went to Bugis for lunch and mum went off to do her own shopping while Philson suggested to go Chinatown again. -.-"
met up with Beverly at around 8.45pm at Tiong Bahru. three of us then went for dinner together. was waiting for Franky to come. however, when he came, Philson and Beverly were leaving alre. left Franky and me slacking and chatting again.

reached home at around an hour ago. took the last bus. came online because Beverly told me that someone was using my account in one of the forum i once joined to post something. i do not know how the person got my password. maybe "hack" or what. however, i have already informed the moderators and hope they would do something about it. if the person got found out, i am sure that i am going to ask him out and report the case to higher authority. this is invading of PRIVACY. anyway, i have also posted an announcement in another similar forum and hope that i could find some leads to the problem.

hmm, next, went blog surfing and noticed something. this few days i have been saying that i am stress and many stuff. now i understand, i am not the only "jia lat" person in the world. some close friends around me are in situations even worse than me. i really hope that i could help them but i could do nothing except suggesting solutions to their problems and maybe analyse things with them. sigh, suddenly i have deep thoughts of life. can anyone tell me what to do? seriously, i am rather lost. hahs, like since when i wasn't lost? but, i think i should and WILL look on the bright side no matter what is going to happen next. I WLL ENDURE!

2008-12-06T00:55:00.005+08:00

hellosssssssss! some of my friends have been asking why i seldom update nowadays. the answer is not relevant so i choose not to say =X
hahas. anyway, as usual. many things happened. AND AND i got freaking conned TWICE today! omg. so dumb right? lols.

let me say about the few unlucky things which happened to me today. and to stress, the today here refers to FRIDAY! xp

firstly, in the morning, i woke up late and was rushing. i was supposed to purchase my train concession and also top up ten bucks for bus fare. guess what, the service officer was a freaking eeeidiot whom caused me to miss my 2 minutes train! arghhh! wondering why? okay. i'll continue. the total charges was 55 bucks. 45 for concession and 10 for top-up. that damn lady can down there count and count for more than five times can?! saw her kept adding 10 and minus 10 from the calculator. ahhhhhhhhh! eeeidiot! the worst part was, she actually gave me 5 one dollar coins! wth!

next, during first breakout. i prepared one-twenty to buy cherry tomatoes from the vending machine. guess what?! I GOT FREAKING CONNED! the machine 'ate' my coins! argh! so Kelvin and Jolin suggested that i call the number given on the machine after attempts of trying to 'hit' the machine. the lady whom picked up the call said that she was not very sure about the machine and gave me another number to call. and i'm just simply "SUAY!" nobody answered the call. then what to do? tried to kick the machine but nothing happened. and so Jolin went to off and on the switch of the machine. it worked! but my coins were goneeeeee and nothing come outttttttt! there goes my one-twenty. lol.

the second "conning" incident happened after school when i went to Woodlands Regional Library to return book. i just noticed that the date due was on thursday. i was only one day late and i got fined fifteen cents! crazy. and i was dumb enough to pay the fine when i don't have the need to do so. i could not borrow another book and so i though it was the fine. and i went to pay the fine. however, still could not borrow the book and headed to the customer service counter. GUESS WHAT?! the book is not for loan! arghhhhhhhhh! i paid fifteen cents for nothing. HAHA! though the amount of money i got 'conned' today was a very small amount. but the process was what killed my brain cells! damn it!

okokayyyyyyyyy! now lets talk about the FUN thing. E35Q began to take the very very very very VERY first class photo! lols. though not everyone was in the picture, but it as definitely a GOOD start. its late though. TWELVE 12 WEEKS then started to take pictures. lols. it was me would suggested to take pictures within the team. however, ended up everyone wants to take pictures! ahahahas. COOL! i think that the class finally start to bonddddddddddddddddd! hope so!

hmm, today did not meet up with anyone except people from E35Q. everyone was busy with their class and some did not come while some had problems in relationships. so after school, i was kinda bored. luckily Jolin accompanied me to walk back to Woodlands station. she went home and i went to library. lols. after the book return. i went to find a spot and settled down to do my assignments. managed to finish everything at around 7pm. slacked around Civics centre for awhile and went homeeeeeeee!

alright, i have been scaning through a friend's blog which consist of many many postings. only finished reading one month of the postings and i took around an hour. and now my turn to blog. hahs, from her postings in that month. i have gained some insights which reminded me of someone. sigh. someone very important to me two years back. in 2006 this period of time. my life was filled with colours. i enjoyed and treasured every single day though i have to work for almost twelve hours a day if i did not remember wrongly. like the song appeared in my mind again -去年的冬天，我们笑得很甜- this was part of the song Jie Kou. whenever i hear this song, i would recall the times we have spent together. sigh. everything will not be the same like you have said. don't wish to carry on. i just suddenly got an urge of going downstairs to relieve stress. its not safe to do it in house. *people who know me well should understand what i mean*.

erm, think i'm going down sooooooooon. now waiting for mum and dad to be fully asleep then i can carry on with my mission impossible! hahas. but have to get rid of the smellllllll. think i would slack around before coming up. hahs. die die.. now must think of a safe way to 'sneak out'. lols. take care peeps! (:

2008-12-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

hellos! today is the first day of december alre. so damn fast la. one year finishing. sigh. seriously, i cannot take it anymore i guess. too many many MANY things have been happening since around october? i don't know is it me being paranoid or things are really changing. i suddenly feel that i should just find some place and drunk to death.

met up with Mike, Chees and Dharsh after school today. after some casual chat. the more i felt heartaching. you guys didn't know coz i don't wish to show it out. seriously, every word, every sentence, every action, stabbed me on my heart. the way that my current classmates used, one word, stabbed me in my face and apologised. WTF! seriously, how long have i stopped saying vulgarities in my blog??? come on larh! just feel like saying the F word man! no choice. don't know what's wrong with you people. seriously, you know who you are. doing stupid things all the time. like are you brainless?! come on la peeps, this is SINGAPORE! how far can you go?

anyways, thanks Mike, Chees and Dharsh for the casual chat though i felt pain. you people brighten up one hour of my life today for meeting. THANKS (:
seriously, i am so damn lost can? tomorrow got understanding test and yet i have not studied or do anything about it. just feeling so fucked up can?! sigh. don't know what to do now. feel like drunking to death at this very very moment.

2008-11-30T22:33:00.003+08:00

hellos peeps! i just noticed that i have not been blogging for half a month alre! hahas. too busy larh. and and, many things happened too. but i will only talk about the fun and happy one..! hahahas xp

hmm, passed final theory test on thursday with Aaron and Chees. then yesterday, met up with Godfrey, Sebastian and Jian Jun. OMG, like sooooooooooooo damn looooooooooooong never see them alre larh..! yesterday was damn fun that i stayed with them till 4 in the morning.

today, nothing much. not much things to say. pictures speak more than words! (spot Aaron, Chees and me in the last picture!)
hahas. take care people!
(:

2008-11-15T18:52:00.004+08:00

hey there. today's saturday again. didn't go out. don't know about later, sigh. damn bored.

okay, for the past two weeks, i got 'pang seh-ed' almost thrice or even more. however, after much thinking, i'm alright. afterall, this is the normal life of a loner (:

the most memorable day for the past weeks is on last thursday. the above were the pictures taken on that day. Aaron, Mike, Chee Meng and me met up after school and headed to Civics for dinner and then library. met up with Jolee, Shamyn and Dharshini by chance as Aaron was meeting Shamyn. left with Chee Meng and Mike at around 8pm.

when i was walking home, the fog and the music made thoughts ran through my mind. i suddenly recalled that thursday was meant to be 'bffs!' day. i have thought of suggesting the disband of the clique a few days back. what was on thursday, made me canceled my suggestion. i really don't know what's wrong with everyone. be it only the 'bffs!' members or the W15A clique. everyone is drifting so far apart. seriously, i've no idea of what would happen next.

there are many things that i am thinking everyday. i don't seem to find a way out. just trapped. trapped in somewhere i am not familiar with. everything is just back to square one. life of a loner. that was when this blog was created. 2004 2C2, till now 2008 W15A. the most wonderful time of my school life for the past five years. since 2003. those two groups of people that would stay in my memories forever. but like someone have said before, no group will last for eternity. that someone would also stay in my memories till the end. though we have lost contact for almost 2 years.

what's wrong? can anyone just give me a random reply that i need? no. no way. there's no answer. nobody could hear my lamentations. not the stars, not the moon and not the sky. life is so fragile. bonds are meant to be broken. everyone take things forgranted. nobody would treasure what they have. none. no words to describe.

2008-11-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

hey there.! i've been very stressed during the weekdays. however, weekend was fun. yesterday went to watch concert with mum. $28 bucks for one ticket, worth it! becoz there were more than expected number of singers and the performances were fresh and more than expected. okay, i treat my mum to watch it so i spent a total of $66 yesterday. $56 for tickets and $10 for cab home. lmao.

there were three special/mysterious guests. namely Hao Hao, Director Jack Neo and Zheng Ying Ying. the other two special guests were Chen Kai Qing and Li Pei Feng. the host was Ah Nam. hahas. this time round, Mr Ong Lui's concert was very well organised and simply just perfect! could see that everyone enjoyed it from their responses.

okay, tomorrow is the begining of a new week again..! one word to describe, SIAN! and seriously, i think some friends of mine should never be my friends. its time to ask them to get lost. if i don't break ties with them, i would get myself into deep shit one day. i'm sorry to say this, but i rather break ties with you people now than to arrest you next time by the status of friend. sorry.
byeeeeeeee.

2008-11-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

hellossssss! okay! my last three days before school starts again tomorrow, were quite well spent! hahas. friday, met up with Mike and went to Jurong Point to play arcade and slacked around. we reached there around 5.30pm and left at around 10? lols. talked a lot and also relieved stresssssssssss!

saturday was spent at home playing Viwawa..! hahas. addicted to it alre. omg, die larhhhh!

this morning at around 4am, AM..! went to meet Shu Yin and her friend at Bukit Merah Central. initially our plan was to jog, but ended up trekking at Hort Park. walked longggg distance from Bukit Merah to Mount Faber then Telok Blangah. went back to Redhill at around 7am? yup. then i went to take bus home.

didn't go for theory class today. too tired for it. so played Viwawa! hahahas. and, going to play now.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (:
holidays were not badly spent afterall..! hahs.

2008-10-30T20:38:00.003+08:00

hello people (:
think i have not been blogging for the past half a month already? lols. i nearly forgot that i have a blog. okay, so the past weeks were busy with UTs. funny isn't it? last semester i do not have to study for UTs as i was very confident about my daily grades, but now.. sigh. OKAY!! don't talk about sch stuff..! not enough time to enjoy already still talk! hahas.

i'm currently having one week school vacation. sigh. going to end soon as today is thursday. did not spend my holidays well. actually today should have chalet de, but it was canceled due to lack of payments. then Jolee they all decided to go for shisha and drinking session, BUT canceled again. lols.

eh, so i have been reading books and watching television programmes. hahas, so noob right? yeah, i am noob. okay, there is this book which i would like to recommend to all. "Teen Sunshine Reflections: Words for the Heart and Soul" by June Cotner. its a book on self-improvement i guess. full of quotes and poems inside. it might help for those who are really stressed and depressed. however, as expected, it did not impact me much. sigh. perhaps my secondary school counsellor was right. nobody knows how to deal with me. hahas.

alright, i think i must be crazy. reading books? oh my goodness, yeah i read books but seldom read English books; especially those on psychology. i used to read this type of self-improvement book back in 2007 when i have got nothing better to do in the school library skipping classes. eh, i think it did help me for maybe at the most only one or two days? lols, i'm really lonely larh. lonely in the inside and on the outside. no one would be able to untie the knot within me.

seriously, i had many moments for self-reflections this few days. i can't figure out the problem with myself. just simply hate my life. i find myself stupid, i understand what i am doing but i just hate it. like wtf? am i lost? or i am always loss? hahas. don't know what i trying to say also. just felt that life is miserable, education sucks. living in this urban environment sucks. living in this world sucks. everything just sucks. if there are people reading this, you might feel wanting to laugh, just go ahead man. lols. don't know how am i going to spend my remaining three days of holidays. i predict i would just simply - rot.

2008-10-15T22:38:00.003+08:00

hey people. many many things happened this two weeks. there are positive happenings as well as negative news. first was on the fifth of october. another getai legend of Singapore, passed away. he was none other than Lin Li, known as King of Comedy. felt so devasted when i received the news from my mum and also after confirmation by reading the newspaper at around 9.45pm. it was a huge shock to me though he might not be related to me. i stood at KFC with my parents and i totally did not have the mood of eating. don't wish to go on further..

okay, last week was a damn freaking busy week. two understanding tests were conducted last week and guess i flunked them. there was a new facilitator for communication and she was so so... no words to describe. its something negative. lols. after many attempts, the class finally went to eat together last friday..! hahas. E35Q, go for it man! the girls were damn noisy larh...! when walking to the food court. and we did that on monday, tuesday and today! woohoooooooo.!

alright, i seriously can't remember what have i done for the past one and a half weeks. however, there was one thing i could remember as i took pictures. it was last saturday..! Chee Meng, Dharshini, Aaron and me, went to Mike's house for Hari Raya celebration..! hahas, it was the coolest Hari Raya celebration i've ever had. better than those in primary and secondary school...! thanks Mike..! and enjoyed seeing your younger brother bullying Dharshini that day. xp xp xp

eh, i think that there is a problem with my blog's "braking" system. hahas. no spacing for paragraph ar..! when i type have, but when i published, no spacing was seen. argh...! so fed up. anyway, doubt anyone would read my blog often. hahas. so, it's alright larh.

and and, conclusion: Many things happened for the past ten days. Nothing could be done, nothing could change. Hope everything would be fine. Take care those who are reading. Thanks for viewing (:

2008-10-05T19:42:00.001+08:00

hi there. was too lazy to update. hmm. monday skipped sch halfway with Chee Meng, Sadiq, Aaron and Jolee. went to Causeway and played arcade + slacked. the rest met us after sch and headed to Gelang Serai. Chee Meng and me went home.

tuesday went to gym with Aaron and Chee Meng. headed for lesson after gym. it rained heavily after class. Jolee, Aaron, Chee Meng and me got stucked at the void deck. got away when the rain got smaller. Jolee and Chee Meng went home. Aaron came over to my place to wait for Yun Nam and Gerald. drank henessy and ate some food. they went back at around 2 am and the rain was damn big.

wednesday. woke up a little late. met up with Beverly and Royce. watched "The House Bunny" at Vivo City. the show was not bad. not really a comedy. it was some sort of sisterhood story bah. went home quite late coz we went to meet Stanley and Kevin after movie.

okay, thursday as usual normal sch day. friday also the same. just boring larh. really hates to go to sch nowadays.

saturday which was yesterday. whole day at home? except that went out for dinner at night.

today morning went for lesson with Aaron and Chee Meng. Jolee didn't turn up due to laziness?

headed to gym after class. we wanted to go to Jurong Point, but were too tired. and yup, we went home.

aright, nothing else to blog about alre. bye ppl (:

2008-09-28T20:47:00.003+08:00

helloss. today woke up at 9 plus. met Aaron at Queenstown mrt then go meet Chee Meng. Jolee today never go for lesson. after lesson, we went to slack awhile and headed to gym. and and, it was my FIRST time to go to a public gym. lols. but not really "suaku" larh. hahs.

after gym, we went to swim. and this HO CHEE MENG, ask him to play slide with us but he only played once. kept on afraid that his swimming trunk will drop. -.-".

ate pizzas after swimming. then slacked awhile at Chinese Garden mrt then headed to Commonwealth mrt station with Aaron. Chee Meng went home, different directions. Aaron "lonpang" me to my house nearby de bus stop. and, i'm damn freaking tired now. bye people.

2008-09-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

hey people..! okay, i was damn unlucky for THREE continuous days! from wednesday all the way to friday, my attendance got screwed up. wednesday was NIFM, thursday X, friday NIFM again..! like wth?

hmm, wednesday was late due to the rain and so met up with Aaron to eat first then go sch. thursday, wanted to go sch. but all thanks to someone whom managed to get all of us skipped sch. slacked from morning till afternoon suntanning at Civic. Toh Lin Shamyn Imran AKA Tigeress of the East, was injured. then the 2 guys helped her to the washroom and came back with new identities. (see pictures on top) Sadiq and Razif ---> Sadiqka & Raziffy.

watched movie after slacking. and the movie was once again, a dumb movie. so, 2 dumb movies in a roll. the previous one was Step Brothers and the one on thursday was Disaster Movie. after that slacked again at the old place.

friday, was late again due to a farking heavy rain. so no choice. met up with Aaron and Mike to eat first then headed to sch. my shoe spoiled during the second breakout for no reasons.
after sch, Chee Meng and me went to meet Aaron, Mike and Azmil. and and, the first 3 pictures was Muhammad Irfan Mike Khan AKA Tiger of the North got OWNED by World Heavy Weight Champion, Ho Chee Meng....! LOLS! xp

alright, today wanted to study for final theory test but once again, i did not. coz i was too tired and don't why, i slept almost the whole day. morning, woke up at 12 plus for breakfast/lunch then went back to sleep from 3 all the way to 7. then went to Queensway with mum to buy shoes and shoe bag. after that, met up with dad to eat dinner. and now at home blogging. sigh. damn freaking sian. think after i bath, gonna sleep again. haiz.. a sequence of unlucky events. and, i've decided to let go. i think, we should move on. however, part of my prediction was right, Aaron and Mike never left me. Yong Qiang and Adam gone alre. and unpredictable part was that Chee Meng and Sadiq did not pang seh me too. thank you guys.

2008-09-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

hello people. i'm damn freaking tired now..! but have to post coz this blog is getting very dead after the disband of W15A sem 1 - 2k8. hahas, remember the times when we viewed each other blogs and tagging rubbish? lols. that is like what we did almost a few times in a week, and we did it in class...!

okay, my new class still sucks. and found no one who i can really blend with. think this is going to be the same till 16th week, but the worse thing is that..now only 3rd week! like wth?

since our active W15A is gone..no pictures to upload. lols. but still managed to take a few with Aaron on friday. but only one is nice. hahas. and and, guess what? i went for a haircut today..! forced by my mum..! argh! damn short larh! i farking miss my long taillllllllllllllllllllll...........! :'(

yup, i admit that i'm lazy to blog now. i really damn sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyy! anyway, today's sunday, as usual met up with Chee Meng, Aaron and Jolee for driving lesson. headed to Suntec. after that Chee Meng and me went to Tiong Bahru.

in the end, i met up with my mum at Commonwealth to cut hair!!!!!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i'm gonna upload my most recent long hair picture..! seriously, i'm missing my hair alre. sadddddddddddddden.

bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbye ;(

2008-09-17T14:01:00.003+08:00

hey. lol. boring class = boring life. hahas, i found out that i'm like the most noisy eeeidiot in my class. wth? but the silence is still there. really getting weaker and weaker, day by day. don't feel like doing any other things other than studying for BTT and also studying in my current class. seriously, boringggggg!

and and, yup..! W15A ex-classmates are moving on. on their way to their new world with new classmates, new friends, new brothers and sisters, new bffs, new life. sigh, i'm like the only one left behind? come on larh, don't try to cheer me up. i have evidence. last friday what you guys did to me was really something unforgettable and i'm gonna remember it till world ends. hahas, thanks people. i've no comments.

okay, really life sucks for me. this have been happening since 2004. my life really fucked up ya? no choice. we can't change fate. we can only try to challenge it. the reason from not chaging the URL of this blog is obvious. lonelyeagle symbolise one who is isolated in the world of his own. that's why i have been using it since the very first post of this blog. for now, i'm not expecting for things to change better alre. i'm too used to this type of life. not that i've lost confidence, the truth is, lucky stars are not on my side. sigh...

can the stars hear my lamentations?

2008-09-09T15:45:00.002+08:00

heyys! okay! it had been 5 days in the new class and all the facilitators' faces were shown. now i'm in class. today's module is MATHS AND COMPUTING! oh damn suay sia! hahas. our facilitator is ang moh from Britian. lols, he quite friendly larh. just that too slang already, don't really understand what he's saying. sian sia.. still got 1 more team presenting then 6th presentation! sighhhh!

alright, let me talk about my facilitators. for Comunnication, the facil not bad. for Cognitive and Enterprise, the facilitators SUCKS! totally SUCKS! especially the Cognitive one, kpkb. talked nonsense and implemented many stupid ground rules which caused lesson to start at 9.40! omg, still say we should have time management while her own time management is like sh!t! wth. for Enterprise, the facilitator is a 33 years old uncle! he damn what larh. first two meeting still ok de. but 3rd meeting like sh!t!!! we don't need to present one, he read all from our slides and started to question us like fark! some more dare to say he smarter than us. wth lor. if he smart, he won't have failed his O lvls alre. this 2 facilitators really like assholes! hmmm, enough of venting anger. ok! the Science facilitator is a dragon boater. and he is also friendly. thats all!

okokay, the ang moh facilitator like suspecting i'm not listening alre. bye and take care peeps!
(:

2008-09-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

hellossssssssssss! so yes! today was the first day of the new semester. and my new class is E35Q. hahas. it is damn freaking farrrrrrrr can?! i met up with some of W15A sem 1 FRIENDS at around 8.35am then walked to sch from control station at around 8.40am. guess what? when i was in W15A, it was the perfect timing to leave the control station, BUT! i late today. coz E3 is damn freaking bloody hell far! i reached class at around 9.05. damn pai seh larh. gave that blur and dumb look and found myself a seat.

okay, my first mpression of the class was majority seems to be anti-social. the feeling was totally different from the first day of sch in W15A last semester. however, noticed that people in the 2 teams opposite us was quite "high" already due to friends' friends. lmao. and the team beside us got 2 guys like quite shy. one of them seems to be smoker but not sure whether am i right. and the center team was quite happening also.

hahas. my team okay larh. quite fun. i thought i would be quiet but i ended being the one who brought out the topic to "talk cock" in our team. the people i got to know today are: Daniel, Han, Jin Mun and Keetunar. (sorry if spelt wrongly) lols. Daniel seems to be friendly like those can be friends one. Han is a malaysian who was like only classmate type? Jin Mun can be half friend half classmate type. Keetuar should be classmate type bah. coz only like Daniel and Jin Mun got the "friend face". lols xp

sigh, think my life in the class *cui* already larh! hahas. don't dare to think too far. hahas. today only first day. still got 79 day to spend with E35Q. good luck to me man!

hmm, alright, the getai season had ended. and i didn't get to see LZY for the 3rd time. so yup. saw her only twice this year. haiz. sad sia. but i think too much already. coz yesterday could not sleep as not used to sleeping early already. and guess what? i watched getai in my dreams. hosts that i dreamt was Ah Nam and Ong Luei, the singer was LZY! hahas. maybe this is the 3rd time i see her bah. in my dreams. lols! heard from Shamyn that she had a stupid dream too! lols! =x

erm, last thursday, bffs! day. went out with bffs! except for Mike who could not make it. went to Vivo City to watch 12 Lotus. I would rate it 4.5/5 as the story is very relavent to the song 12 Lotus. but don't know why not much people want to watch. seriously, i love the movie. but i think 881 is better. becoz 881 showed many emotions of life. like happy, sad bla bla bla. whereas 12 Lotus is mainly sad. ya. it suppose to be sad. but i think maybe the storyline could be edited to add in more emotions in order to attract its audience. some parts of the movie were dry! anyway, it is untrue that some people said the movie is not nice. the movie is NICE okay! depends on how you appreciate it. and music people migt also like the movie as the sound system was damn good. not refering to the cinema sound system but the band who played the music in the movie.

after movie, we went to celebrate Aaron's birthday from outside Vivo to chicken rice shop. lmao. took pictures but they are in Shamyn's camera. hahas. alright. got to go already. take care peeps! good luck in your new class if anyone of my W15A FRIENDS see this! woohooo! bye!
(:

2008-08-27T01:56:00.003+08:00

hey people! lols. just got to know my new class. damn cui larh!!!!!!!!! argh! so far some more, sure everyday late one! E35Q. hahas. still W15A the best! k. today went to Gelang Lorong 25 to watch getai. took a few pics. and Min Zhu Jie Mei today only the younger sister came coz the older one went to KL to advertise Money No Enough 2 the movie. lols.

2008-08-26T01:18:00.010+08:00

hellos people! hahas. long time never update already. really very busyyyyyyyyyyyy! lols. why? coz day time need to be baby sitter to help my mum, night time either getai-s or Hungry Ghost Festival dinners etc.

i'll begin blogging about last tuesday which was on the 19 of August. met up with Aaron, Dharshini, Razif, Shamyn and Mike at Parkway Parade in the late afternoon. after that headed to East Coast Park to meet Adam, Chee Meng and Ren Yi. Sadiq came a bit later and Jun Hao VERY late. lols. we decided to ton but Mike, Jun Hao and Adam left early. they did not want to ton. seriously, i lazy to type too much as it is very late now. so you guys can see what we did from the pictures taken! hahas. and in the morning of 20 August, Chee Meng and me left first. don't wish to talk about the journey back, coz it was terrible. why? ask Chee Meng lor. he knew all.

okay. then from 20 to 21 August, busy about the festival. finally 22nd went back to watch my getai. went to Sims Drive which was near Gelang Lorong 17 to watch. was quite not bad. then on 23rd saturday, went to Commonwealth Drive and watched. sunday and monday also busying with festival thingy. and ok, just went back from festival de dinner and on the way back we took uncle screw driver Leng de lorry. took one pic. LOLS!

alright, too tired to carry on. need to do other things alre. see, i'm a busy man. hahas.

oh ya! nearly forget. i left out Chee Meng our dear class President of W15A in my "speech". sorry, but you are a great friend (:

next is Dai Ka Jie Jolee, sorry i left you out, but you ROCKS too! hahas xp

see you people!

the time now is 2.01 AM! (:

2008-08-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

hellos. lols. today(monday) was quite boring at first. then in the evening, my area here de people preparing for the celebration of Hungry Ghost Festival which is on Wednesday and Thursday then need people to help. could not really find people at first but really thanks to Aaron who brought some of his friends to help. without you guys, we would not be able to finish all the things so smoothly in a short period of time. thanks!

okay, i lazy to go on and blog coz m dear W15A is discussing something. bye peeps!

2008-08-17T01:09:00.003+08:00

hey! hahas. this two days had been going to the same place to watch getai coz both days de host also Liu Ling Ling! and on friday still saw LZY! woohooo!!!!! damn happy luhs. lols. still haven't find time to watch 12 Lotus the movie yet. think watching soon! hahas. alright nothing much to say. will upload the pictures. and and, i took picture with Liu Ling Ling da jie! hahas. take care peeps!

miss my wonderful class and bffs!

2008-08-15T01:05:00.002+08:00

(my today here refers to thursday 14 August)

hi people. lols. today i went to Bukit Merah View again. hahas. coz got getai there. today's getai was not bad. the host was the youngest host in Singapore who is Li Pei Fen. hahs. erm, one of the contestant in the Jue Dui Superstar was also one of the singer tonight. then the most funny part was towards the end when Li Pei Fen, Li Bao En and Zheng Ying Ying were together on stage! lols. Zheng Ying Ying got "suan-ed" larh. but was funny though.

hmm, okay. i admit that i kinda miss my life in W15A. hahas. but then ar. everyday got getai watch so i not so bored liao! bye people!

2008-08-14T01:35:00.009+08:00

hellos people..! sorry for the late update as i was busy watching getai-s this month. lols, still got another half month to go..! hmm, okay..last saturday went to Bukit Purmei to watch getai with my parents. the getai was not bad. after that headed to Boat Quay to meet Yong Qiang and Philson who was with his friends.

sunday night, Philson ANG came to meet me again and we headed to Jalan Bukit Ho Swee to watch getai. lols. the getai there was great..! and guess what, the taiwan host Lan Tian knows martial arts! hahas, he performed and of coz i took video. just that my laptop too lousy can't upload. lols.

okay, some of my friends might know why since last year onwards i am so enthu towards getai. one of the reasons is becoz i regret that i didn't watch getai for 3 years when i was in sec 2 and 3. sec 4 also didn't really watched. and i regret when Chen Jin Lang passed away, becoz the last time i saw him on stage was back in 2004. the next reason is impossible as i have always wanted to be one of the singer since i was a kid. finally, the main reason, it is becoz of LZY. lols. some of you might know who she is. and why i suddenly cut off after the sunday thingy, its becoz... on MONDAY, i saw her again..! after a year you know? omg! so happy larh. still thought that she sec 4 this year must study for examinations but she finally appeared! have been waiting for so long..! hahas. okok, i'm being insane over here. falling for someone who i don't even know. but love does not mean you must be together with the person, just having a chance to see her is enough.

right, so monday went to Choa Chu Kang to watch getai after school, the host was Ah Lam aka Chen Kuan Sai. lols. actually i wanted to go home coz was carrying laptop, but after i saw LZY, i forgot all about the heavy bag that i was carrying. as usual, after she left, i left too. hahs.

hmm, okay. tuesday was the last day of school. damn sad larh. i have lots to say to my classmates but did not have the courage to. if anyone of W15A get to see this, these are really words from my heart. i'll begin with my "speech" now.

"you guys are great people in my life thus far. i have never been so happy after sec 2. you people let me understand what is call a class, a real fun and united class. you reminded me of my 2C2 2004. and of coz, you people are even greater. i've done lots of things which hurt some people in the class and yet you all didn't take it into heart. i would like to apologise to some of you. starting from those who are not so important to me first. sorry to say this but this is the fact, i don't want to lie to myself and you guys.

Firstly, i would like to apologise to Wei Ting's team for always disturbing you all and shooting questions when you people were presenting. i don't know why i just like to do this to your team. maybe its becoz we were not that close. however, you people were really good classmates but definitely only classmates.

Secondly, to Ren Yi and Jun Hao. sorry for disturbing you guys by saying Ren Yi is a terrorist and saying Jun Hao is sick for blood. although i disturbed you guys but i always treat you both as friends. more than classmates. i know you two will not be angry with me, but i still must apologise for what i've done.

Lastly, for those who i had left out, i just wish to sincerely say a sorry to you people. W15A sem 1 2k8 ROCKS!

Finally, to people who are important to me and who are really great friends to me. Yong Qiang, Aaron, Sadiq and Adam. sorry for disturbing you guys if i did. Yong Qiang, thank you for waiting for me at the mrt station some of the days. Aaron, thank you for being my close and wonderful friend and will be best friends forever. sorry for making you injured sometimes due to my carelessness. Sadiq, thanks for the ride and also sorry for disturbing you sometimes. you are a steady and great friend. Adam, though you always pang seh us, i would still like to apologise if i had hurt you one way or another.

Next, to Shamyn, sorry if i had made you angry last time and also disturbing you. i know i was really annoying sometimes, thank you for being such a nice friend. Mike, sorry if i had disturbed you sometimes, you are my best friend and also brother, thank you for being there for me when i needed someone there. NOW, a person who i really owe thousands of apologies, Dharshini. sorry for disturbing you since the begining of the semester, you were always so kind to let me off and not angry with me for even once. really sorry for what i've done to you. there's nothing much i could do to repay your kindness. thank you for always being my listener and also a great and wonderful friend. okay, now Geraldine, sorry for disturbing you by always saying "com-PROMISE". though you revenged by pinching me, i still owe you an apology. sorry for all that i've done to disturb you. and thank you for being such a nice friend.

W15A people, you guys really ROCKS! i swear that i would remember most of you forever, especially those who are more than classmates to me! thank you people! you made my life colourful and also being with you guys, i tend to forgot my burdens. really thanks you people for all you've done. and also, Mike, Dharshini, Shamyn and Aaron, thanks for being my BFFS! you guys ROCKS and also WONDERFUL! wish everyone in W15A good luck in everything and in future career! thanks you! W15A HUAT ar!"

hahas, hope my dear classmates will read this. if anyone of you from W15A read this, please help me pass the "speech" around.

hmm, okay. time to upload pictures. take care people! (:

2008-08-09T17:59:00.005+08:00

heyya, so thursday night i really did went to West Coast Market to watch the getai. it was very nice. though it rained heavily which caused me to get drenched and bought an umbrella which caused me 11.90! hahas. alright, at first when i reached was the Jteam that Ying Ying who just stepped into the circle of getai. Ong Luei who was the host that night said that Ying Ying had been making the audience laugh non-stop.

after that, Money No Enough 2 actors all came. Jack Neo, Mark Lee and Hui Ge. when Jack Neo started to sing, it rained. lols. can't blame, coz that day was the 7th day of the 7th lunar month when the Cowherd boy will be allowed to meet the don't know what girl. it was believed that the rain on that day would be their tears. okay, back to the point. Jack Neo also sang the song "Mother" when walked towards the audience with an umbrella. and one more thing, don't believe what the newspaper trying to say about the getai news. 50% of what they publish about the stories in getai were fake!

hmm, yesterday's getai was the worst among the past 5 days i've watched. it was located at Gelang Lorong 23, all never hear before de singers. heard that they were famous in the 60s and 70s. that's why i don't know them larh. so left rather early. erm, yup, tonight going to watch again or maybe not. because all the places today are quite far away from my place. hahas. think i've caught a cold already. nose very irritated. lols. see ya peeps!

AND oh ya! forget to thank my god-sister Fion and aunite Janet who helped me celebrated my birthday! thanks (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE...!

2008-08-07T12:47:00.003+08:00

hellos, was really busy lately that's why no time to blog. hahas, will update now. let's talk about last saturday first. it was the 2nd of august, some of my friends came over to my place to celebrate my 18th birthday which was on the 3rd. we had dinner and then headed to Boat Quay for drinking and singing. was rather fun and guess that we enjoyed ourselves. a BIG THANKS to you people for making my birthday a meaningful one!

alright, due to time constrain, i will summarise all events that we had done for the past few days. on sunday, nothing special. monday we skipped class after the 2nd meeting and went to Causeway Point to watch Money No Enough 2. some parts were rather funny while some were touching. lols. overall i would rate the movie 3 out of 5. the linkage to Money No Enough was not really there.

okay, now talk about the reason why i was so busy and going to be busy! it is because, it is the NEW YEAR HOLIDAYS OF OUR INVISIBLE FRIENDS! hahas, yeah man! getai-s getai-s and getai-s! woohoooooo! hmm, on monday night i went to Jalan Bukit Merah to finally watch my first round of getai. it was hilarious larh! the host was the famous HOKKIEN JOKER KING Lim Li! plus 2 other hosts named Huang Bi Hua and Lan Tian. reached quite late around 9.45pm and noticed that there are quite a number of "ah lian" singers. aged between 13 to 19. lols. but the purpose is to watch the performances not to see girls.

tuesday, went to West Coast Car Mart with Halim at first but after Bao Bei Jie Mei and one 17 or 18 years old new female singer, the rest of the singers sat down there were AUNTIES whom were really NOT famous at all. and the way they dressed were terrible. therefore, we decided to head to Clementi Central. however, i thought that since Money No Enough 2 casts were going there, it would be damn crowded. just as expected. more than 2000 people. thanks to my height, i could see. Mark Lee, Hui Ge, Lim Ru Peng, Ah Lam and Ong Luei came to advertise for their movie. Jack Neo did not come due to some matters. the jokes that they cracked were damn funny.

Hui Ge AKA Alamak was insulted due to his height! hahas. he sang a few sentences of One Million Dollars in Malay. Mark Lee sang Money No Enough. Lim Ru Peng sang Kae Oau (means wife in taiwanese language). Ong Luei and Ah Lam were talking about their roles in the movie and sang We Are Singapore in hokkien. overall was quite fun and interesting. and i noticed that the audience there were mainly after the Money No Enough 2 casts as almost half of the people were gone after the casts went off.

yesterday i went to Clementi Central again for the 2nd day of their celebrations getai. the host was Liu Ling Ling, the currently famous star in movies, television programmes as well as getais. her influences to the audience were even better than the casts for Money No Enough 2. it was obvious that the audience yesterday was even more and they left nearing to the end of the getai performance. yesterday was the third day i watched getais this year "holidays" and it was the best too. because the singers who sang yesterday were all famous singers. more and more singers were promoting their DVDs VCDs and CDs. this shows that getais are famous and influencial nowadys.

the sad thing is, i have yet to see LZY. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! tonight maybe going to West Coast Market to watch. hope to see her soon! hahas. okay, i'm being crazy here. but once it comes to "7th month" this year, it seems that the only girl i could see is only her. me myself don't know why.

erm, i'm going to post the pictures in random order as i am lazy to sort them out. time for preparation of powerpoint. see ya peeps!
(:

2008-07-31T23:28:00.003+08:00

Does Aaron look like a hanging monkey to you? LOLS!

hey people! according to the lunar calculations of time, it is the HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL already...! however, if using the modern calculations of time, there is still around 30 more minutes to the opening of the Gate of Hell. believe it or not is up to you le. ahahahs.

yeah man! finally can see LZY singing on stage again! woohooooooo! hehs. alright, i noticed that this few days i have been spending too much on buying "roko". must cut down already. if not saturday till sunday celebration for my birthday i sure broke! hahahas. hmmmm, this few days always slack-ed after school and of coz took some pictures. lols.

PLEASE SEE: The previous posting consists of pictures followed by updates and pictures again! so please scroll down and reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeead! Thank you!

2008-07-30T23:11:00.008+08:00

heyysssss! hahas. had been wanting to blog but lazy as well as busy larh! so many understanding tests this week. tomorrow's the last test of the semester already! hahahahahs. didn't really study, hope that tomorrow can wake up early and go to class study. alright, the interesting part of last week was on saturday and sunday!

okay, saturday went for a haircut at Commonwealth which cost me 59 bucks! actually not too expensive larh, coz got new colour. lols. headed home and rest awhile. met up with Aaron and Dharshini at 3.30pm outside City Hall mrt. i was dumb enough to left my wallet at home and only noticed it only when i reached Queenstown mrt station. went back and took cab to City Hall to meet them.

TOH LIN came to meet us around 4 plus and she got scared by me! woohoooooo! while waiting to scare her, i accidentally scared a small boy and some people. lols. others don't know might have thought that i was an idiot. hehs. then slacked around Suntec, wanted to watch movie but was canceled coz Dharshini pang seh us. Jolee came to meet us at around 6 plus. Dharshini left us at around 8pm. the rest of us went to have dinner. Jolee and TOH LIN ordered one bowl of mee soto and one plate of rice but the mee soto seemed untouched. hahahhas. NOOBS! ooops! better don't let them see this. hahas.

headed to Merlion Park to lepak lepak till around 11pm. lols. took loads of pictures but of coz, only chose the best few to upload. heex. anyway, the slacking was FUN! yeah! it was so suay for Dharshini as she had missed the fun we had. hahahahahahhahahahs! loganathan and samuga valu!

hmm, on sunday, met Royce in the evening and watched The Dark(BLACK) Knight at Plaza(PIZZA) Singapura. it was a nice movie and i would rate it 5/5. but the sad thing is, the actor who acted as the Batman was caught as a BADman. he hit his mum and sis. what a sad news. think we have to wait a longggggg time for BATman 3 already. hahas, alright, i thought this post would be short as i only want to upload pictures! but too bad, i suddenly got lots to say.

erm, took some pictures on monday too. hahas. at level 6! oh ya, one more thing. my HUNG HING brother, MR MIKE had been so emo this few days. sad sia.. hope everything would be fine for him. and bro, if you are reading this, hope you will know that i will always be there for you. HUNG HING FOR LIFE! take care dude (:

lols, its time to say goodbye! soooooooo BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo! hugs and kisses! LMAO!

2008-07-25T10:50:00.002+08:00

helloss! didn't update for a longgggggggggggggggg time. lols. still okay larh. one week only. hmm, nothing much to blog. just found out that my class is going to splittttttttttttttttttttt! sad sia.. W15A you know?! a very very active class! sigh. hope that we can still meet up after we have changed classes.

erm, sorrows come in twice. the BFFS! is also splitting up into pieces! what the hell.. conflicts conflicts and conflicts! don't wish to say this though. but we do need some self-reflections and talk.

okay, lets talk about something unexpected! Geraldine apple xiao qi! posted about some of us in the class in her blog! miracle right????? see she sooooo straight forward but turns out to be emotional. hahahahs. think Dharshini and Shamyn would be damn touched by their little friend! oops!
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just hope that our class can gather more together and go for more outings! some people might be not cooperative, but it's not our fault though. it's the heart that counts.

alright, enough of my rubbish! will find more things to blog about. hahas. MR BENEDICT LIM is coming back! need to CHIN CHOW liao!

2008-07-15T22:58:00.005+08:00

some pictures taken last week!

2008-07-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

sick sick sick...! sigh. sick since monday. wth. damn suay. at first only bad cough, then flu, then fever. sianz.. till today still haven't recover. alright, the worse thing is that tomorrow still have Maths & Computing de UT..! don't really think that i'll study the 6p-s.

okay, today left the class at 2nd breakout. the class attendance was seriously like s-h-i-t today. at first there was 10. then became 12. then 14. in the end, left 9. lmao! was damn sick and sleepy. went off with Ren Yi, Jun Hao and Chee Meng. met up with Razif, Aaron, Dharshini and Jolee at Civics Centre. planned to go fishing but the weather was bad. i decided to go home but got "pulled" to Yishun. the process was damn embarassing.

at Woodlands, i got "bao" by them and then dragged onto the train. was forced to sit down and surrounded by them. so finally arrived at Yishun. wanted to take the mrt back but my phone and water bottle got "stolen" by Aaron and Dharsh. no choice but to tap out. got my water bottle back due to Dharsh's dumb-ness. however, phone was still with Aaron. they wanna force me to go to Safra with them. i made up my mind that i won't die without phone for a day. left my phone and headed back to the control station.

the evil people, finally returned my phone and it was with terrorist TAN REN YI. lols. so went home. they headed for their destination. /// took train to Clementi to buy lunch for mum and cab-ed home.

seriously SICK!!!!!!! argh. damn it..! anyway, heard don't know Dharsh or Zif said that the Maths & Computing de facilitator is bias de. he got 2 favourtie students from the "BUANG" team. lmao. so he like buang people. hahas, guys often go for cai-s but he is the other way round. lols. dumb-ass.

hmm, should have listened to Miss Woong's advice to go NIE. althought it requires 9 years, but the system is still better than RP larh! hahas. k lah. no point regretting now as i can't be bothered. this semester is coming to an end, if i fail any module.. i'll consider to transfer or quit school. yup! that's it (:

2008-07-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

too much too much..! this is really too much..........! RP is getting more and more ridiculous! first we were not allowed to smoke near the campus, now even our attire and hairstyles also want to care! what the hell is this? you call this freedom? we are really gonna be ITE North Campus liao..! this cannot that cannot.

anyway, i replied the DM hoping that something could be done. however, the chances are low. sigh. regret choosing RP!

2008-07-06T23:23:00.007+08:00

3rd post of the day! lols. break record liao.

Yong Qiang is down!

cheers!

ALL DRUNK!!!!!!!! lols xp

2008-07-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

currently busy so just a few words.
yesterday went to celebrate Yong Qiang's bithday with Aaron, Aaron's friend Yun Nam, Yong Qiang's friend another Aaron and his friend Derrick. at first it was only Yong Qiang, Aaron, Yun Nam, Halim and me, but Halim went off early as he got something on.
we were at She Bang and after Yong Qiang's friend came, we headed to 85. heard that 85 changed boss already. it was quite an enjoyable night yesterday. took some pictures. will upload after i got more from Aaron.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG QIANG!!!

2008-07-06T21:27:00.004+08:00

Some pictures took on Fion's birthday. 4th July Friday.

BIRTHDAY GIRL!

2008-07-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

Pictures speak more than just words. (:

2008-06-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

lolssssssssssssss! die le. i forgot one of the bffs! member de birthday! hahas, seriously forgot. anyway,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DU DE LIN (SHAMYN)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
may all your wishes come true and don't kill me please. hahahahs.

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2008-06-25T00:05:00.001+08:00

Its past 12am now! Happy birthday to you and Clarice!
I know that you won't come to my blog, but just hope that everything will be fine for you. Happy sweet 17..! (:

the days are remembered...

2008-06-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

hey guys! i'm getting freak out! wth. there is something scary that i felt it's gonna reach me soon. sigh. never mind, i'll stay calm no matter what happens. becoz i know that there are people there for me when i'm feeling low. just treat the case as someone with psycology issues. don't wish to elaborate more. yup.

alright, i did something damn lame today. i invented the 7th presentation! hahahs. got nothing better to do and started the trend. hope that the class enjoyed it. don't forget my RJ! kay people? hehs.

erm, i somehow got news and wants to say this. only people who deserve to be in my post, will be. since some people might think that they have the glory, just let it be. i'm more than happy to welcome any form of disturbance. bear in mind that Singapore is a strict country with laws, provide evidence if you wanna attack me.

okay, no point talking about dumb things. hahas. just loves my "bffs!" and likes my class. i felt so lucky to be in W15A'08! you people ROCKS! and yup, we ROCKS! lols.

nothing much, take care peeps!

2008-06-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

wow! durian craves, durian craves and durian craves! my parents are crazy about durians nowadays. kept ask me to eat with them! sianzzz. hahas. anyway, i think i did something damn bad. there was this misunderstanding somehow i think it was solved but conflicts had began. omfg!
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okay, i've quit martial arts coz the younger chee-na coach sucks like hell can?! so bias. only help chee-na peeps! never mind, forget it. quit means quit. hahas. then i'll have more time to spend with my wonderful "bffs!" and other classmates.

erm..alright, this few days like kinda bored? hahas. k larh. nothing much. counting down to the Hungry Ghost Festival! yeah man! getai, getai and getai-s!!!!!!! finally the time of meeting her is nearer and nearer...

2008-06-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

hellos! hahas. today's team was the best team i ever had so far in RP! the BFFS! we were all in the same team! lols. and we got one new member in our gang.. he is none other than MR TAN ENG KEE AARON! hahs. he shall be the "!" in 'BFFS!' lmao.

erm, this few days i had been doing stupid things to "avoid". lols. some of my friends might know what i mean. not to go on further.

i noticed that i'm like the next potential "shooter" in class already. some of them told me. lols. i know this made me like an idiot and also like the one who everyone hates. anyway, this is life in RP..what can i do? the best way to score is to ask more questions. however, my questions aren't that hard to answer isn't it? hmm, no choice.

okay, today me and Philson were invited to Shirlyn's and Clarice's birthday celebration, but i did not go. not sure whether did that crazy fellow went. since the day he got his new girlfriend, everyone started to hate him. people like me, Halim, Royce, Shun Huat and Stanley. he is getting more and more worse for goodness sake. luckily he is enlisting in NS soon! woohoo! finally we got peace! i mean real peace! although he might be like my brother, the things he did still piss me off. i'm stating the fact.

alright, not sure whether tomorrow going training. hahas. walk one step count one step bah. life is like that. no point thinking too much (:

I don't mind people hating me, because I hate who I am too.

2008-06-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

hey! alright, tomorrow is the begining of a new term..! stresssssssss! sigh, holidays are short! normally the last saturday of each school vacation, i would stay out till very late. but this one which was yesterday..sucks totally. and in general, i'm just damn unlucky for this year so far. WHAT the HELL! really cannot "tahan" lor.

hmm.. today also bored larh. long time never cook already, my cooking skills are like shit now..! could not even fry properly. sigh.. life just sucks can? as in for me lah. okay, the past few days some were alright but most sucks. none is good. terrible.

ahhhh..! i really hate going back to school..! gangsters everywhere in the campus. wth. never mind, i believe when i become the chief police inspector of Singapore, there will be lesser and lesser gangsters! hahas, that's one of my wish. so DON'T ever say that i'm a gangster, coz i'm the opposite (:

erm, about relationship.. friends had been asking and so called "insulting" me. people like Halim and Royce kept saying that i'm a homosexual just becoz i do not have a girlfriend. however, let me make this clear, i want to concentrate on what is more important first and i have totally no confidence in wooing the type of girls i like. you might think that i still could not put down my previous relationship, but it's not totally that. by the way, so far..only the girl i saw last year was the best larh. chances of seeing her again is coming real soon.. in around one month plus time..! yeah! xp

okay. life sucks for me. loser in almost everything. let me say this one more time to people like Halim and Royce, i don't need a girlfriend and also not interested to find one no matter you may say how ugly and how pimple face i am. thank you for your cooperation! lastly, i really hate that school is starting tomorrow. sigh..... god damn it!
bye!

2008-06-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

hellos. hmm, a few hours back which was sunday, met up with Halim in the evening at Vivo and watched Sex & the City. lols. damn funny. we were actually aiming to watch Chocolate or Kung Fu Panda but it happened that none of those were avaliable. as in no Chocolate and Panda very late so could not watch. this funny man..uh no, boy. asked for what time was the movie and the person did not check his identity card and sold us the tickets. lmao. so just watched lor.

at the cinema entrance more hilarious, the person did not check for our IC and the most funny thing was that the girl smiled and Halim got "electricuted" by her. hahahhas. xp

okay, the movie was almost 3 hours long. hahs. not bad larh the movie. we also learn new sentences like "I curse the day you were borned". lols! and the BIG guy or the guy "named" Big wrote a love poem which goes: I know I screwed it up - but I'll love you forever.
hahas.

after movie I wanted to eat happy meal to collect toys but too bad. Mr Yong wants to eat at the food court so we landed up there. watched him ate and headed to interchange. he went home and I went to ABC to eat my dinner. went home later.

hmm, found out that I'm getting more and more lazy to blog. hahas. this blog maybe gonna like become what I did a few times..or many times before. lols. alright, stop here. byebye!

2008-06-07T20:13:00.001+08:00

hey! so bored and tired. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. life sucks can? saturday night leh. wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! no comments larh.

once your fame and power gone, nobody respect you.

2008-06-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

oh damn...! bored siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. anyway, tomorrow's W15A chaletttttttttttttttt!
okay. nothing else. bye.
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2008-06-01T22:54:00.003+08:00

hellos. saturday night met up with friends and watch mid-night movie. watched Chronicles of Narnia, Prince Caspian. lols. was quite a nice show. watched till 2.50am in the morning and it's sunday! hahas.

slacked at Harbour Front Macdonalds till around 5.30am. headed to hawker after that. then went home. lols. today very lazy to blog that's why so brief.

hmm, reached home at 7am this morning, took a bath and slept. woke up at around 11am. breakfast with mum. went to Philson's house in the afternoon. met auntie Eileen, Marcus and his dad at Chinatown. went to eat and shop around. went home after that.

that's all.. tomorrow still got training. wth. tired arrrrr!

nites (:

2008-05-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

hi there, the MAIN purpose of this post is to ask someone to stop her nonsence...! and she is............................... none other than the lamest jelly from W15A..! wahahahahas. remember? i'm gonna block you 20 times and delete 10 smses ar...! woohoooooooo!

last thing is, oh shit...! i'm sick................. slight fever, bad cough, flu and aches. OMFG! soon gonna "song ka" liao larh........! farewelllllllllllllllllllllllllll peeps!

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2008-05-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

heyys..! went out at around 4 plus today. met up with Royce and Bradon at City Link. headed to Suntec searching for a movie to catch. and decided to watch Indiana Jones. we went to Carls Junior to slack awhile and Jane came to meet us. dinner after that.

ate dinner and headed to cinema. the movie was very exciting and nice at first till the last part when the dumb allien appeared. we were like.. sian 1/2. the allien ruined everything larh. lame lor. then after movie Royce kept complaining that he wasted $9.50 for his ticket. lols. i told him to write to Russell Lee as he had proven that there are no alliens in the world. hahas.

alright, went to Sky Garden to puff and then headed home. that's all. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-05-24T00:22:00.006+08:00

hellos..! as promised in previous post. i'll now upload some of the pictures took at Little India. However, we only managed to capture one of the perfomance done by a child. enjoy..!

2008-05-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

hi people..! okay, let me talk about yesterday first. after school, a few of us stayed back to do our homework and headed to Little India de temple to watch Dharshini perform. we landed in an indian resturant, me and Mike ate mutton fried rice and the others ate other food. while waiting for food to be served, we went to buy cigarettes and also explore the area. we felt that we were at Causeway Bay in Hong Kong, just difference in people. xp we found Desker Road. 0.0 we returned to the resturant and told Razif about it. hahas, he wanted to visit it..! just kidding larh. i know, not funny. =x

after dinner, we went to Mustafa to shop for some items and started to locate the Indian temple. We managed to reach there like around 8.45pm? luckily we were just in time to watch Dharshini's performance. this was the first time i visit an Indian temple just to watch performance. hahas, found it very traditional and also interesting. we managed to take some pictures of the performances but its not with me, will try to upload as soon as i get the pictures.

we met up with Dharshini after her first performance and started to take pictures again..! lmao. we were like standing in front of this elephant statue taking pictures none stop. lols, even after Dharshini left for her 2nd performance, we still taking pictures. yup, we forgot to watch her 2nd performance, too busy to watch. ahhas xp

we left the temple at around 9.30pm, Dharshini introduced her parents to us before we left. Aaron and Shamyn took cab while the rest of us took train. hahas. alright, i reached home around 10.30pm and was screwed upside down..! damn it! XD

hmm, today was quite a boring day. almost half of the class was gone before the 2nd meeting. wth larh. all go watch movie. lols. actually wanted to follow them larh, but too bad that i got sort of grounded and must go home straight away after school, as we all know that none of us will be so guai to go home straight away after movie larh. hahas. and so, normal time-table luhs. 2nd meeting that time, the facilitator was shocked that so many of them were gone. therefore, i had to be sacrificed to join another team. hahas. nothing much though.

reached home at around 6 plus. learned that my mum nearly fainted in the morning. dad was at home when i reached home. heard that Wai Chien's mum helped her to call the parents of the kids to fetch them home as mum was unable to baby-sit them with fainting conditions. Granny Mui and Wai Chien's mum brought mum to the doctor. they were told that mum has too much stress that's why she was fainting. dad got informed by Uncle Piggy and returned home halfway from work.

erm..that's all for today, will stop here. hahs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JELLY..!

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2008-05-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

hellos, this few days kinda busy. saturday went to meet Shut Huat, Stanley and Kevin at night. slacked awhile then Shun Huat and i headed to Boat Quay to meet Royce, Brandon and friends. did not drink in 85. quiting drink in process. nothing much, most of the time were "puffing". lols.

we left 85 around 12am plus. Royce and his friends went home, Shun Huat, Bradon and i walked around Boat Quay for like 30 mins? looking for 2nd round. hahas. headed to Duxton Road after that. and yup, finally drank at one of the pub at Duxton. it was a foreign pub. first time experience. overall was quite okay though.

went home at around 2am. coz we didn't want to drink too much as me and Shun Huat are really quiting.

okay, yesterday morning went to Jurong Point with mum. had our breakfast + lunch and went home around 1 plus. slept in the afternoon, nothing better to do. in the evening, Royce called. supposed to catch a movie at Vivo but canceled. met up with Stanley, Kevin, Shun Huat and Frankie at night. as usual, slack, puff, coffee.

today was quite a tiring day. met up with Stanley and friends again. went out for some legal activities till evening. after that, Frankie went home while Kevin, Stanley, Shun Huat and i went to have our dinner. slacked awhile after meal. we left coffee shop at around 7 plus. Kevin and Stanley ride home and planning to go out as Stanley do not have to book in tonight. the bad thing is that tomorrow morning 6.30 he has to report to camp. lmao. Shun Huat went to meet his friends. i went home...! hahas. home awful home.
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here i am, blogging. lols. alright, tomorrow have school again. sianzzzzzzzz. hahas. will stop here. bye guys..!

2008-05-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

heyys, today have been a sad day for me. okay, in the morning, in class, i don't know what the hell i did which make someone so pissed off about me. the worst thing was that we were in the same team. damn freaked off larh. you know i was not serious spamming you or what. you did the same to me at times. but what's all that for in the morning? teamwork was unable to carry on. for the sake of not affecting everyone of you. never mind, i chose to leave the class. it was not becoz i have to help out in CTSS, just don't wish to do things and affect everyone's emotions. you can hate me for saying all this crap now. but its just what i want to say.

alright, left RP at around 1pm. met up with Royce and his friends at nearby coffee shop. headed to CT after that. Royce was to help in recording the scores of the inter-class captain ball. i got nothing better to do than to walk around the school and listening to all the craps of juniors. nonsences, they reminded me of what stupid things i have done before. went to the office and they told me that the testimonials for O-level students are not out yet. sian 1/2.

went to take a few puff with Shahid and Iskandar outside school. they were wearing school uniform larh. lols. that's what we did in the past though. Shahid was talking about his future, he hopes to complete sec 5 as soon as possible. hahas. you can do it man! good luck!

okay, a 3 days "weekend". don't know what i'm gonna do. it will be damn boring bah. sigh. nothing much to say i guess. life just sucks for me ya? thanks ar. thanks to girls! wonderful job you girls have done. one was my ex and the other was you. thanks a lot. really.

the memories would never be back. never will.

2008-05-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

hi there! erm, this few days quite boring? hahas. damn sick larh.. monday wore shoes then very pain, tuesday and wednesday wore slippers to sch. but now still haven't recover yet. dumb toe...! today wore shoe again. then was like a "handicap fellow" very very pain. just now finally got the courage to cut off half of the toe nail. ewwww.... damn disgusting right? wth. it's painful.

tomorrow don't think can train again. if they doing the same thing then i think i maybe won't go lar. coz go also cannot participate. might as well don't go. lols. see how first bah.

ya, last thing i wanna say is.. i got CHEATED...! damn it..! someone hurt my feelings larh. thought she angry but ended up she faked it. wth. don't friend you liao larh...! dumb jelly...!

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2008-05-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

heyys, today was quite unlucky. my foot was injured few days back. thought i can wear shoes le, so i wore it this morning and only noticed it hurts when i was halfway to the MRT station. lazy to go home and change, just headed to school.

then i walked from normal to a little weird and finally "BAI KA"!!! freak lor. then after school went to see people train only. they did not really learn new things though. sigh. tomorrow UT again. this time round is Science. you know S-C-I-E-N-C-E...! oh my goodness..! sure die larh.

sigh, she had been online since yesterday. seldom saw her online as she used to dislike msn. don't know why. and yeah. you enjoyed with your "someone" just one month after that day right? till now. sometimes i really hates myself for getting into such a deep shit. i wondered were your feelings fake? maybe yes, maybe not.

it's impossible to mend anyway.

life just sucks alright? yeah, we must look on the bright side. for me? no way larh. there's no bright side. i hate myself. really hate. don't know why in the first place i was borned into this world to drift apart.

2008-05-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

hellos. i had a boring weekend...! hahas. yesterday was whole day at home till around 8.30 pm. went to town, met up with Royce, Brandon and his girl-friend. was crapping around guessing some kind of PBL. (saturday also need to solve PBL) wth..! lols.

managed to get the answer in the end but it was really a lame one larh. we got nothing better to do but slacked outside Macdonalds. headed to Starbucks after that. same thing. crap around lor. went home at around 11 plus.

today, very guai.. only went out awhile then returned home le. very sad larh. nothing to do. bored. somemore tomorrow is monday, don't know want to go training or not. coz my feet was injured. lols. damn suay lah. blood disaster one after another. kill me man..! terrible life.

sometimes i really wish that i am the lonely eagle which can fly wherever i want without having to care about the surroundings.

tomorrow's a begining of a new week. may everything be alright? who knows?

2008-05-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

heyys, a week never update le bah? hahas, don't feel like blogging recently. things aren't just going the way it should be. just took a photo with Halim in the evening, wanted to upload it but dumb me go accidentally deleted it from my phone...! lols. how dumb can i be..?

really stressed and bothered by stuff which me myself don't know what is it. sigh.. really lost and confused.

anyway, this few days had great time with my classmates. went out on tuesday after school with them and also today. today was damn funny lor, almost half the class gone during the 2nd breakout. we went to Cineleisure and watched What Happens in Vegas (not sure whether is it). it was a nice movie afterall. coz it was funny. hahas.

okay, there are many things which i do not know how to put it in words, guess i shall stop here. take care. bye.

2008-05-01T00:49:00.002+08:00

hi there..! today was alright larh. changed facil for computing again. but this time is permanent de already.
class was as usual like every computing lessons. didn't get to eat lunch again. lols. hmm, that's why after school went to town with Royce and i ate twice at a go. lols. lunch + dinner.

headed to Plaza Singapura after dinner. wanted to catch a movie but too bad. all full house except for after mid-night de. went to TS and managed to find Young & Dangerous V. bought it and watched at Starbucks using both of our laptops to complete the whole movie as no plugs were available.

went home after "movie". lols. took train and alighted at Commonwealth to transfer bus home. reached home around 10.40pm. tired though. just completed today's assignments half an hour ago. and yeah! it's public holiday..!

2008-04-29T21:02:00.002+08:00

heyya..! today was okay larh, manage to cooperate well with my teamates*
hmm, when saw some of my classmates folding paper hearts, suddenly remembered the one folded by straw in my wallet. it was what we exchanged. it had been one year and 2 days since it ended. i could still remembered that we met up last year de today and you took a photo of yours and set it as my wallpaper in my phone.
this few days kept emo-ing. don't know why, i will just hide my feelings though.